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Wasting Time…How I Spent My Summer Vacation

…they don’t even have to break our doors, blindfold and gag us with their force and install mind control devices in our homes. We buy them on our own. – “Voluntary Amputation” – His Hero Is Gone

So it’s been a while since I have posted anything. I’ll spare everyone the gruesome and tedious details of my life since my last post, but let’s just say it may or may not include curing cancer, ending racism and killing time on the Internet.

….Speaking of time killers, while I haven’t posted to this blog in almost a year, I have contributed to the wonderful world of “micro-blogging,” currently popularized in the form of Twitter. For those not familiar, Twitter is a social networking site that allows you to “follow” people as they update via “tweets” of 140 characters or less. There can be a lot of ego involved as well as trivial crap posted such as what one is eating, or drinking(guilty).

I find myself at odds with my own use of social networking. I never jumped on the Facebook bandwagon and my Myspace account has been used as tool to find new music. So it is by a strange and unlikely turn of events that I actually participate in this phenomenon.

I first joined Twitter this past January when I realized I could get quick updates from a local OC brewery. Then I realized I could find out about good, inexpensive comedy and music events easier than browsing different web sites. Then…well…you get the picture – my trip down the rabbit hole continues. I like to tell people that still scoff at the mere mention of Twitter that it’s like the Internet comes to you. That’s probably what I like about it the most. You can follow news organizations, authors, blogs, etc. And often, their tweets will include links to their pages of info. I rarely browse other sites for this reason alone.

I told my friend that I would just follow things I wanted to and never post my own updates. Little by little, that promise to myself was broken – but I’m OK with that. The great thing about Twitter is how easy it is to interact with interesting people. I’ve been able to communicate with best selling authors, comedians, musicians and meet new people with common interests.

My handle on Twitter is ‘clevebag’ – long story short: it’s a nickname I received in one of the first band’s I was ever in and it just stuck.

So, I’ll try to contribute to this blog as much as possible, hopefully with less than a year between posts.

Oh…since this is my first post in a while, I’ll keep up the tradition I started with my very 1st post – self- promotion. I have a new band, just got set up with a label that already set us up with a cool show on the east coast. Here’s a couple videos I made…

August 31st, 2010 by Eddie | No Comments »

This is My Life 08-24-2010

Strange world we live in, consumed with selfishness we are. Long has this recession been in America. I love America, though I lust for truth in America’s falsified democracy and equality. The United States is not an independent society, maybe the Fore Fathers intended for it to be independent. In a certain point of view it appears independent in comparison to other countries, though it’s not as independent as they would have us believe. I have nothing to further say about that, to the next moment we go.

Being lost in darkness is a lot like being blinded by the light. Welcome to the machine, a marvelous program full of deception. Lies to which are manufactured truth to cover up the real truth. As I sit here watching the reruns of my life, I wish I could help you but I can’t seem to find the time. Life’s a mess, can’t seem to grab a perspective that’s clear. Changes take face it’s difficult to walk through the fear. I put one foot in front of another, but I am lead too know place. Truth takes time.

I have nothing to say, I have nothing to do, I have nothing to give. The truth of the matter is my mind is filled with overwhelming thoughts, too which leaves me baffled and confused. The independent contemplated life is nothing to write home to mom about, fore I exist in life a triangle of being misunderstood. I have nothing to offer these primitive beings that exist out side of my triangle. To exist in this world is to exist in slavery. So I create my own world to exist in. A reality that I see vigorous for my contemplated mind, I watch this other world with amusement as I fulfill my days with observation.

-Sid

August 25th, 2010 by Sid | No Comments »

Crackle – The Groundlings : Tapped – Watch the full episode now.

From Crackle: Tapped #1

August 24th, 2010 by Sid | No Comments »

This is My Life 3-24-2010

I am too focused on what people think.

I am too focused on if people are glaring at me.

I am too focused on if people are judging me.

It’s irritating me to be concerned about what people think of me, the consequence of not self remembering. I open the door one time and the bad habits come rushing in as if Moorish invaders storm through the gates to pillage the castle. As it turns out to be more work to close the door each time. People tell me it doesn’t have to be this way. Along side with self observation is self remembering they work hand in hand. I must keep my focus on the symbiont relationship.

I take a walk around my broken world to relieve the burdens off my troubled mind. Trudging through the rocky plains of time I exist in disbelief only outside of the secluded lines. Could it be that I am happier looking at the other side of the fence? Always looking to the future, or I am to focused on the actions I took in the past, the future always stays in the future as well as the past stays in the past. I am not too focused on the present in which I must be. When I am in fear I stand like a statue motionless and breathless. With the next moment I must be remembering the force so I don’t live in fear.

The sense of time I’ve never possessed. I have to keep remembering to focus on the moment. Remembering back I did have trouble staying in the moment, living in fear wasn’t much trouble though. I kick the door down as if I am El Cid the Moorish invader. To over throw anything or anyone who stands in my way is the Moorish champion’s quest.  My mortal enemy Fear is stationed in front of me. My conquest begins to pick off the fear one by one. The war will rage on for an infinite amount of time. I shall leave the past in the past, and not dwell so much on the projections of the future. The future hasn’t happened.

-Sid

August 23rd, 2010 by Sid | No Comments »

This is My Life 06-22-2010

Another year goes by as I begin my 32nd season.                                        June 22 2010

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Still I am a broken man,

A broken man living in a broken world.

A broken world with many broken people with in it.

Walking the life to which is in front of me.

Walking with great purpose to fulfill the happiness which is

inside of me.

One step in front of another, walking with peace of mind and awarness.

I do not wish to reach the end, for the end is never happy. I live my life in the beginning, and not look forward to the end. Why must a moment have to come to an end? Could it be a moment could not have an end, can a moment infinitely continue to the next? My world is filled with questions. Questions I grow understanding for. I look upon the overlay of that world to an understanding that I do not accept the world for what it is. The next preceding moment is soothing cos’ I create my own reality. Long have I sat on this mountain top of wondering. Long have I sat to contemplate the existence of me. Where do I fit? Walking through the darkeness with ease. Walking the dark path in hope to see some form of light, even if it’s just for a moment.

-Sid

August 22nd, 2010 by Sid | No Comments »

This is My Life 03-21-2010

I find myself lost, undecided on what to do with my life, how to enjoy life, who to enjoy life with, where to enjoy life, and why I should enjoy life? All these questions are satisfying when you’re looking towards the future from the present. Though I am smart to know if I don’t do what’s necessary now I won’t have those answers to those questions I ask now. I don’t mind so much that things don’t work out the way I have them planned until they don’t work out. HA.

I must trudge through the obstacles before me, and believe me there’s always obstacles. Existence would not be meaningful without obstacles. When we prescribe to the perception that existence needs no obstacles we are walking through the days blind. As well as manufacturing obstacles is a waste of energy. In my experience obstruction is necessary to be able to learn how to live. An individual’s perception centers in the mind. Mind went blank. Till next time. Are we confined to the theory that existence is one big cosmic joke the universe is playing on us? On that rational is existence worth living? Would I wanna still live if it had no meaning? I suppose if we think or feel we have no purpose in this vast universe it’s why we manufacture a belief that there is a meaning to live. Our subsistence is trash being tossed on the ground. A great big universe stretched through out time filled with small purposeful actions. To find meaning in the universe is to keep trudging through life’s struggles. I suppose we have to create rewards for ourselves so we can finish the tasks we don’t wanna do. I don’t know something seems a bit odd with that. So another day passes as I write down what’s on my mind.

-Sid

June 24th, 2010 by Sid | 5 Comments »

Birthday Ecard From Mom

This has to be the best all time ecard i have gotten in my life.

http://www.americangreetings.com/ecards/display.pd?prodnum=3117928&N=374446+374226+378199&Ne=378199

June 22nd, 2010 by Sid | No Comments »