I find myself lost, undecided on what to do with my life, how to enjoy life, who to enjoy life with, where to enjoy life, and why I should enjoy life? All these questions are satisfying when you’re looking towards the future from the present. Though I am smart to know if I don’t do what’s necessary now I won’t have those answers to those questions I ask now. I don’t mind so much that things don’t work out the way I have them planned until they don’t work out. HA.

I must trudge through the obstacles before me, and believe me there’s always obstacles. Existence would not be meaningful without obstacles. When we prescribe to the perception that existence needs no obstacles we are walking through the days blind. As well as manufacturing obstacles is a waste of energy. In my experience obstruction is necessary to be able to learn how to live. An individual’s perception centers in the mind. Mind went blank. Till next time. Are we confined to the theory that existence is one big cosmic joke the universe is playing on us? On that rational is existence worth living? Would I wanna still live if it had no meaning? I suppose if we think or feel we have no purpose in this vast universe it’s why we manufacture a belief that there is a meaning to live. Our subsistence is trash being tossed on the ground. A great big universe stretched through out time filled with small purposeful actions. To find meaning in the universe is to keep trudging through life’s struggles. I suppose we have to create rewards for ourselves so we can finish the tasks we don’t wanna do. I don’t know something seems a bit odd with that. So another day passes as I write down what’s on my mind.

-Sid

Be sure to visit the authors website..  you have anything negetive to say about me, I don't care. I choose what to see, I choose what to believe, Go away if you want to stomp all over my dreams. I am not who you want me to be, I am not who you think I should be, You may find you are like me in some ways, Just leave it at that and Don't idolize what i say. Read more from this author

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