It’s been a while since I have written. The days I am spending are composed of numbers, and calculating sums. Each moment of the days are different, just as each math problem is. I have realized though if I do math like I do life I get the math work done. With in the difference of each life moment, you can find similarities. As I discovered math to be just like that. How many times do we skip over a problem in life and go back later to solve? In my self-observation exercises I am aware I do it quite often.

In a book I started reading I came across a statement I thoughly enjoyed. “These things look so to me; to otherwise: Let us say out our uttermost word, and let the all prevailing truth, as it surely will, judge between us”. People care too much about what others say, and as a result I started caring to much of what I say to other people. A problem I am working through. These are not even people in my inner circle, or ones who have a key to my America. I became aware of this problem a few days ago. When I was slammed on the pavement with disbelief, like why the fuck should I worry about choosing my words with people I don’t know. I mean do I really need to impress anyone, or be in fear of people I don’t know? No I don’t. When I am living in fear or having to impress someone, then I am not being myself, I am letting the committee of my mind corrupt me.

It can be so easy to let society corrupt you. I feel even with the moments where society has corrupt me I have shown greater resistance towards corruptions of society. I am more awake then others which only means I can be a productive member of society. So another day passes as I write down what’s on my mind.

-Sid

Be sure to visit the authors website..  you have anything negetive to say about me, I don't care. I choose what to see, I choose what to believe, Go away if you want to stomp all over my dreams. I am not who you want me to be, I am not who you think I should be, You may find you are like me in some ways, Just leave it at that and Don't idolize what i say. Read more from this author

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