The Focus of self observation I have forgotten the last few days. The self remembering has been of a mental masturbation. I must keep remembering the ways of the force. To do that, the breeze that flows through me I must observe. I n this moment I quiet my mind and not dwell on what I can’t control. Leave the results not up to me.

Quieting my mind I must keep doing. The process is a long one. Observing the position I am in doesn’t feel good. The parts of me that needs fixing is not easy. In my observation I am afraid to take power of the things I can. There are times I see my mind spin out of control. To which is the self observation part of the recipe. Self remembering I have to apply in order to work on the change.

The fear I have with having control is a simple one. I don’t wanna turn into a control freak. Here brings us to the balance principle. I must learn how to not go to the extremes, especially when I am in fear. Going to extremes is so easy to do when it’s a habit or routine I have done for so many years. Taking the power back and breaking this habit must be replaced with a variable, or I will still struggle to break the habit. The variable is the ways of the force. I start by feeling the ways of the force so I can walk through the fear. So another day passes as I write down what’s on my mind.

-Sid

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