This is My Life 09-03-2009

This Is My Life                         09-03-2009

I woke up today really fuzzy. Looking around I was like WTF mate, for a second I didn’t know where I was at. Then a little of the fuzziness went away, and I remembered.

So me and Rodrigo went up to Napa to install a gas line. Relatively simple, but not so easy when the sun is blazing down upon you, and your sliding around in a puddle of your own sweat HaHaHaHaHa. That shit doesn’t bother me when I am learning and doing something I enjoy.

Driving back from Napa was nice, with some kick ass music playing and the cool wind blowing in my face I felt good. It wasn’t till I got to Rodrigo’s place that the darkness started creeping in. Feeling home sick, I miss my friends and family. I am trying not to look at the differences being up here. Though missing my home does not help. Before it was easy living up here, cos’ I did not wanna go back to Southern California, but now I never wanted to leave. The actions of doing The Forces will I believe brought me up here. So I must continue to rely on The Force, especially in the emotionally difficult time. Trust in The Force, and not feed into the madness, depression, and self pity. I will not allow the dark shroud fall over me.

-Sid.


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