This is My Life  08-2009

Today was my last day at Target. The Target I only worked at for over a year, though I experienced so much and met some interesting people. At the beginning I really enjoyed working there. For a while I knew my purpose, and I had a lot of fun with the team I worked with. For awhile I had that feeling of accomplishment. Then that Target changed……..Or maybe I changed, or maybe Target stopped being my game. It could be quite possible my eyes began to open, my mind began to change. The fog was lifted once again. I realized I am capable of just not settling. I was not gonna be “stuck” in one place the rest of my life, cos’ that is the only big fear I have. My mental thinking has been realigned to go a new direction. I didn’t want to settle for nothing later as a great individual once said. I don’t wanna end up being stuck. I started seeing that my job wasn’t as significant as I wanted it to be, as a matter of fact no job should be. I had feelings that I wasn’t accomplishing anything but getting stuck. The time has come to awake and head down a different path, though I must remember I mustn’t or I don’t need to come back to this one. Not even in desperate times. So I shall step off this path with just the experience of what was, nothing more nothing less. Take out of this experience what is helpful and throw away the rest.

I felt my purpose was completed there for some time. My purpose, showing the people I worked with a different perspective, than the every day mundane existence they see as living. Not an easy task to remove the blind fold from ones eyes. Nor is it easy to introduce the concept of not being awake, when so many of us believe we are awake. The way we are taught from generations of lies, is difficult to unlearn. I must not forget to continually see I am progressively still waking up.

-Sid.

Be sure to visit the authors website..  you have anything negetive to say about me, I don't care. I choose what to see, I choose what to believe, Go away if you want to stomp all over my dreams. I am not who you want me to be, I am not who you think I should be, You may find you are like me in some ways, Just leave it at that and Don't idolize what i say. Read more from this author

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