This is My Life
This is my Life 07-14-2009
The day started out in a fog. As if I woke up to a different reality, a parallel dimension of the universe. The microcosm I sit to ponder life. Drifting into morbid reflection, I wonder why I continue to be nice to people, when their jerks back to me. Why I stay and tolerate their hypocritical contradictory behaviors. I sit alone at work. I try to fit in, why do I bother trying when my whole life I never ‘fit’ in. I have thought like I did before, some people like the idea of me, yet they don’t like me.
Curtains of people find me mysterious till they get to know me and become disappointed to find out that I am your average guy. Their problem not mine. I am not in this world to please people. I grow deeper in this depression of aloneness, and further from wanting to exist in this reality……………….The headaches get worse……………
I’ve learned to choose who I share my life with.
I see my life as a triangle instead of a circle.
Life is ongoing such as a circle, though there are beginnings and ends.
I exist in this world to change.
-Sid.
Be sure to visit the authors website.. you have anything negetive to say about me, I don't care.
I choose what to see,
I choose what to believe,
Go away if you want to stomp all over my dreams.
I am not who you want me to be,
I am not who you think I should be,
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