This is my Life

This is my Life 03-24-2004

I fucked up, don’t know how to fix it. I see how many parts of me hurt 325131514. Something about her sets me off. I get defensive. Is it cos’ I feel inferior towards her or is it she doesn’t like parts of me, is she too sensitive? Is it ok to accept he for who she is, when she can’t accept me for who I am? I don’t question whether she loves me.
I know she loves me.
I know she points out my problems not cos’ she’s a bitch but cos’ she has a genuine concern and cares for me.
I don’t show her enough appreciation. She is human and I don’t see it. I see her as perfect, when I need to see her as a human, as imperfect. She has feelings and emotions. She is fragile, though she wont admit it but that’s not important, what is significant is that I see it.
I’m distracted now
Lost my focus
Can’t concentrate……………………………………………………

-Sid.

Be sure to visit the authors website..  you have anything negetive to say about me, I don't care. I choose what to see, I choose what to believe, Go away if you want to stomp all over my dreams. I am not who you want me to be, I am not who you think I should be, You may find you are like me in some ways, Just leave it at that and Don't idolize what i say. Read more from this author

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