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This is My Life Jounal Entry 09-15-1997

Life’s Journey                                                   09-15-1997

I sit today in a contemplated state where a decision is difficult to make. Sitting in a beyond state of squabbling sadness. The ugliness and loneliness is what keeps me down, therefore I must not enter that corner of my mind………………..

…………..A journey they tell me, a strategy for life. Not rebelling to these principles is some what difficult, though in my mind conforming can mean a lot of things. Life with boundaries or limitations I can’t begin to phathom. A journey is long and full of madness, but a journey taken a day at a time is gratefully rewarding.

09-17-1997

Another day has arrived in this troublesome life of mine. I’m sitting on my own beach wondering about this journey I’m grateful to be on. Judging on this situation, I’m in a somewhat of a demanding mood, I want it my way. Selfish greed enters my mind. A selfish passion to hate everyone and any one I come in contact with.

So I go home alone to a house of confusion. Mixed up between the girl I love and, the act of self centeredness. I don’t want to deal with this mess. She simply is unreasonably demanding, yet I want to be with her. As if I’m battling the devil and the angel. Tiredness creeps up to a thinker slowly. Therefore I shall contemplate nothing till I become tired…….

……sleep…………….sleep………….sleep………………..sleep…………….sleep……

-Sid

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