Searching for answers
…what happened to you? you’re not the same. there’s something in your head
made a violent change. it’s in your head. – “Filler”- Minor Threat
I think I will be struggling with certain questions until the day I die and I am gues
sing that once I have reached that point I will not really care about the answers. I just think that there are too many directions to go for some questions to be answered properly whether its by one person , one book, one temple, one set of rules. People are kept confused, complacent or just satisfied enough to accept one set of truths and help them justify other peoples suffering to fit their view of the world.
I have a hard time having complete faith in myself, trusting myself and that’s even with me being able to see, feel and even talk to myself if I want. So maybe its selfish, possibly even foolish but I don’t have much more faith to go around. What little I have left to give I think I’ll save it for another person ….someone that I can feel, see, touch; converse with, maybe share a drink with or just enjoy their company/companionship/partnership…whatever you want to call it.
I’ll take whatever traditions I like from whatever cultures interest me. May be my devotion will go to continual growth and seeking new knowledge, but I will accept all different peoples points of views no matter how fantastical they may seem and hopefully they’ll challenge me to think in new ways even when I should be old, stubborn and stuck in my ways.
I guess what I am saying is that I will be tolerant of all beliefs and the systems that they employ as long as they don’t involve coercion. I’d rather find my own truth than be constantly staring at the images on the wall.
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