I find myself lost, undecided on what to do with my life, how to enjoy life, who to enjoy life with, where to enjoy life, and why I should enjoy life? All these questions are satisfying when you’re looking towards the future from the present. Though I am smart to know if I don’t do [...]

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It’s been a while since I have written. The days I am spending are composed of numbers, and calculating sums. Each moment of the days are different, just as each math problem is. I have realized though if I do math like I do life I get the math work done. With in the difference [...]

The long road I walk down hungry and cold, to where I go I don’t know. I can only see a few steps in front of me, for the darkness is to dark. Using my thoughts as a map, I make my way through a forest of abandon buildings, shut down by the by the [...]

Walking through this maze I put myself in, I bump into a million mirrors of different I’s from the past. I’ve done so many things and been so many I’s. I’ve met quite many people along the way. Early on in life I always wanted to be an explorer, seeking out adventure. I seem to [...]

The Focus of self observation I have forgotten the last few days. The self remembering has been of a mental masturbation. I must keep remembering the ways of the force. To do that, the breeze that flows through me I must observe. I n this moment I quiet my mind and not dwell on what [...]

Existence is futile Existence is limited Existence is confined Like machines running with their briefcase to their next appointment I have so much pride, I wish I could throw it away like garbage. In fact that’s what it is garbage I collect like a crazy obsessed packrat. Afraid to let go Afraid to give in [...]