Archive for July, 2009

Searching for answers

…what happened to you?  you’re not the same.  there’s something in your head made a violent change.  it’s in your head. – “Filler”- Minor Threat I think I will be struggling with certain questions until the day I die and I am guessing that once I have reached that point I will not really care [...]

Thursday, July 23rd, 2009

This Is My Life 04-04-2009

Reality, I visit there from time to time. On my trips I see a failing society. I look to perceive that with in beauty there’s tragedy, there has to be. I appear around and notice self-centered thinking. Silence in my mind, something about my mind being silent worries me. Some one shared with me some [...]

Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009

This is my life 4-22-2009

This is my Life Woke up to the day to find myself late for work. Rushing through my minds fog, I swerved in and out of traffic so I was not as late as I could be. Getting to work I rang the bell to be let in, preparing myself to wait. As I waited [...]

Monday, July 20th, 2009

My experience with the 4th of July

…Pass the bottle of Beam because tonight I can’t seem to say what I mean. don’t know if I would, even if I could… “Doublewhiskeycokenoice” – Dillinger Four So, I recently celebrated my 32nd birthday and the only bad thing is that our busiest day of the year is the 4th of July(my birthday), which [...]

Tuesday, July 14th, 2009

My experience with the Fourth Way Pt. II

Self Observation and Self Remembering Self observation is a principle to practice in many ways to become better aware of ones self, the decisions and actions one does in there day to day life. It is a very challenging, but a rewarding practice. I was first introduced to the principle 8 years ago, and have [...]

Saturday, July 4th, 2009