…Up and down I-5 more than a serial killer , like a smuggler, like a trucker …drinking when I should be sleeping… sleeping when I should be waking up. never hung over. either wide awake or way too drunk…”18 Wheels” - Murder City Devils It’s been a while since my last post; I’ve gotten pretty [...]
If Reality Hits Me I don’t get it I ‘m just so confused, I try to be the best person and do the Thing I am suppose to. I get flaked on, I’m feeling down As I walk into a crowd of people, I wear a frown. I hear laughter, I cannot smile. How am [...]
This is my Life 11-29-2003 This chapter of my existence is such a rollercoaster with its downwards spiral and loopy launches of pain, excitement, and fear. It appears I have some how evolved into a time bomb waiting to go off. I slip into a meditative thought of, if I only made a left turn [...]
This is my Life 11-06-2003 My prisoned mind refuses to let me be free. Each passing day I live with a curse to which haunts me. I sold my used to be’s and now I want to buy them back. I don’t wanna exist, and I want my life to end. I see no light [...]
This is my Life 12-16-2000 So here I sit once again. Contemplating on the fence, watching life happen. I know whats best for you, though I lack the need to do whats best for me. I step out of the year to move on to the next. It’s as if I’m not starting over, I’m [...]
