…Up and down I-5 more than a serial killer , like a smuggler, like a trucker …drinking when I should be sleeping… sleeping when I should be waking up. never hung over. either wide awake or way too drunk…”18 Wheels” - Murder City Devils
It’s been a while since my last post; I’ve gotten pretty busy [...]
If Reality Hits Me
I don’t get it I ‘m just so confused,
I try to be the best person and do the
Thing I am suppose to.
I get flaked on, I’m feeling down
As I walk into a crowd of people,
I wear a frown.
I hear laughter, I cannot smile.
How am I going to get through
Tomorrow.
If reality hits me, [...]
This is my Life 11-29-2003
This chapter of my existence is such a rollercoaster with its downwards spiral and loopy launches of pain, excitement, and fear. It appears I have some how evolved into a time bomb waiting to go off. I slip into a meditative thought of, if I only made a left turn [...]
This is my Life 11-06-2003
My prisoned mind refuses to let me be free.
Each passing day I live with a curse to which haunts me.
I sold my used to be’s and now I want to buy them back.
I don’t wanna exist, and I want my life to end.
I see no light at the end [...]
This is my Life 12-16-2000
So here I sit once again.
Contemplating on the fence, watching life happen.
I know whats best for you, though I lack the need to do whats best for me.
I step out of the year to move on to the next.
It’s as if I’m not starting over, I’m continuing the next chapter [...]
