…Up and down I-5 more than a serial killer , like a smuggler, like a trucker …drinking when I should be sleeping… sleeping when I should be waking up. never hung over. either wide awake or way too drunk…”18 Wheels” -  Murder City Devils

It’s been a while since my last post; I’ve gotten pretty busy [...]

If Reality Hits Me
I don’t get it I ‘m just so confused,
I try to be the best person and do the
Thing I am suppose to.
I get flaked on, I’m feeling down
As I walk into a crowd of people,
I wear a frown.
I hear laughter, I cannot smile.
How am I going to get through
Tomorrow.
If reality hits me, [...]

This is my Life                                    11-29-2003
This chapter of my existence is such a rollercoaster with its downwards spiral and loopy launches of pain, excitement, and fear. It appears I have some how evolved into a time bomb waiting to go off. I slip into a meditative thought of, if I only made a left turn instead [...]

This is my Life                                    11-06-2003
My prisoned mind refuses to let me be free.Each passing day I live with a curse to which haunts me.I sold my used to be’s and now I want to buy them back.I don’t wanna exist, and I want my life to end.I see no light at the end of [...]

This is my Life                                                            12-16-2000
So here I sit once again.Contemplating on the fence, watching life happen.I know whats best for you, though I lack the need to do whats best for me.I step out of the year to move on to the next.It’s as if I’m not starting over, I’m continuing the next chapter of [...]