Life’s Journey                                                   09-15-1997 I sit today in a contemplated state where a decision is difficult to make. Sitting in a beyond state of squabbling sadness. The ugliness and loneliness is what keeps me down, therefore I must not enter that corner of my mind……………….. …………..A journey they tell me, a strategy for life. Not rebelling [...]

I think this guy may be on to something!!

Day ? of my Stagnit Pathetic Life                                   05-02-1997 In the life I have, I achieved nothing, accomplished nothing, been nothing, gone nowhere out of this broad highway of life. Came up with no outstanding theory’s on life, came up with no understanding of where or who I am. I did not understand them when they [...]

The Corporate Corruption Continues I ponder the hours to dwell on the sympathetic ciphers to which rule this world Life’s filled with situations of deceptions. Automaton of rich and powerful lies, stepping on the unfortunate one eating away the trust The superlatives of greed, corrupting the untouched minds To keep the armies of traditional power [...]

The Bad Days I Remember As I stay sober today I remember how I used to be. I remember the tragic demoralizing places in my life. I remember the tree, the sun looked so ugly to me. Fucked up passed out. The direction I couldn’t see. The silent whispers goodnight The dark gloomy contenders of [...]

… I wanted to know what the future would bring. as I looked down the dark cave of my life.  But I can’t predict anything that will be… "Please Don’t Forget Me" – Witchcraft Since I work by myself for 90% of my day, I have a lot of time to  spend thinking of random [...]

  …there’s a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time. There’s a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie.  There’s a fine, fine line between “you’re wonderful” and “goodbye”. – “There’s a Fine, Fine Line” – Kate Monster, Avenue Q. I saw my first Broadway show the other night,  [...]