The long road I walk down hungry and cold,
to where I go I don’t know.
I can only see a few steps in front of me,
for the darkness is to dark.
Using my thoughts as a map, I make my way through a forest
of abandon buildings,
shut down by the by the republican president that once was.
Searching for [...]
Existence is futile
Existence is limited
Existence is confined
Like machines running with their briefcase to
their next appointment
I have so much pride,
I wish I could throw it away like garbage.
In fact that’s what it is garbage I collect like a
crazy obsessed packrat.
Afraid to let go
Afraid to give in
Afraid to miss out
Isn’t that what life is all about, fear [...]
Drifting above reality
Today I deal with the fear of making it another day.
I blindly walk through this morning fog.
Looking past reality, I see myself fade
away.
Drifting above reality.
Into a picture of circuses and clowns I franticly
run.
A gloomy nightmare in this corner of my
mind.
I find a spec of hope which carries me
through time.
To follow my shadow where [...]
If Reality Hits Me
I don’t get it I ‘m just so confused,
I try to be the best person and do the
Thing I am suppose to.
I get flaked on, I’m feeling down
As I walk into a crowd of people,
I wear a frown.
I hear laughter, I cannot smile.
How am I going to get through
Tomorrow.
If reality hits me, [...]
The Corporate Corruption Continues
I ponder the hours to dwell on the sympathetic ciphers
to which rule this world
Life’s filled with situations of deceptions.
Automaton of rich and powerful lies,
stepping on the unfortunate one
eating away the trust
The superlatives of greed, corrupting
the untouched minds
To keep the armies of traditional power alive
Morons on top of morons the pyramid grows
So eager [...]
The Bad Days I Remember
As I stay sober today I remember how
I used to be.
I remember the tragic demoralizing places
in my life.
I remember the tree, the sun looked
so ugly to me.
Fucked up passed out.
The direction I couldn’t see.
The silent whispers goodnight
The dark gloomy contenders of fright.
I remember seeing myself from
a mirror.
The tables are [...]
Glass Houses
Are you so better that you need to stare?
Face to face with me you say those clothes
I’m not s’pose to wear.
The comments you make of me being dark minded,
cos I think so differently from you
Your group insists I’m a moronic fool,
cos I sit there and daydream in school,
Is it not [...]
