…Up and down I-5 more than a serial killer , like a smuggler, like a trucker …drinking when I should be sleeping… sleeping when I should be waking up. never hung over. either wide awake or way too drunk…”18 Wheels” -  Murder City Devils It’s been a while since my last post; I’ve gotten pretty [...]

… I wanted to know what the future would bring. as I looked down the dark cave of my life.  But I can’t predict anything that will be… "Please Don’t Forget Me" – Witchcraft Since I work by myself for 90% of my day, I have a lot of time to  spend thinking of random [...]

  …there’s a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time. There’s a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie.  There’s a fine, fine line between “you’re wonderful” and “goodbye”. – “There’s a Fine, Fine Line” – Kate Monster, Avenue Q. I saw my first Broadway show the other night,  [...]

…cracks in the ceiling, crooked pictures in the hall, counting and breathing, I’m leaving here tomorrow, they don’t know I’d never do you any good. laughing is easy…I would if I could . “In the Fade”  – Queens of the Stone Age At what point does an image lose its power?  When does an image [...]

While I’m on the topic of grief(see previous post).  I’m sure a lot of people are feeling it right now whether they’ve lost a job, relationship or home due to the economic “meltdown”.  Well, take some comfort in the fact that our government is giving us billions of dollars.  And by us I mean the [...]

…please could you stay awhile to share my grief  for its such a lovely day  to have to always feel this way and the time that I will suffer less is when I never have to wake. "Wandering Star" – Portishead After my wife and I separated, I was lost.  There was an intense feeling [...]

…I doubt it was ever supposed to work. all it yields is anger. hatred is all that’s rendered. but I don’t forget,  and I still know, that the sky is still blue. “Cut in Half” – Tafkata Since this is my first post, a quick introduction is in order. I am a 31 year old, [...]