…they don’t even have to break our doors, blindfold and gag us with their force and install mind control devices in our homes. We buy them on our own. – “Voluntary Amputation” – His Hero Is Gone So it’s been a while since I have posted anything. I’ll spare everyone the gruesome and tedious details [...]

  I didn’t feel angry or depressed. I didn’t feel anything at all. I didn’t want to go to bed. And I didn’t want to stay up late. “Whenever I Breathe Out, You Breathe In”  – Modest Mouse I’m back posting after a short break.  I actually have just been  in burn-out mode for the [...]

…what happened to you?  you’re not the same.  there’s something in your head made a violent change.  it’s in your head. – “Filler”- Minor Threat I think I will be struggling with certain questions until the day I die and I am guessing that once I have reached that point I will not really care [...]

…Pass the bottle of Beam because tonight I can’t seem to say what I mean. don’t know if I would, even if I could… “Doublewhiskeycokenoice” – Dillinger Four So, I recently celebrated my 32nd birthday and the only bad thing is that our busiest day of the year is the 4th of July(my birthday), which [...]

…I don’t know just where I’m going but I’m gonna try for the kingdom, if I can ’cause it makes me feel like I’m a man when I put a spike into my vein and I’ll tell ya, things aren’t quite the same…"Heroin" – The Velvet Underground Since this past fall I have lost about [...]

…Up and down I-5 more than a serial killer , like a smuggler, like a trucker …drinking when I should be sleeping… sleeping when I should be waking up. never hung over. either wide awake or way too drunk…”18 Wheels” -  Murder City Devils It’s been a while since my last post; I’ve gotten pretty [...]

… I wanted to know what the future would bring. as I looked down the dark cave of my life.  But I can’t predict anything that will be… "Please Don’t Forget Me" – Witchcraft Since I work by myself for 90% of my day, I have a lot of time to  spend thinking of random [...]